Widow 101

It’s hard to believe the summer has gone by. This was my first summer without Scott, and some days, the tears still fall without warning. Life feels like a sea of uncertainty—I still don’t have a job, and I have no clear idea where the road ahead may lead.

Despite the heaviness, I have kept moving, even if it’s been just one small step at a time. I tried starting a business. I finished my first novel. And most importantly, I have fought every single day. Some days, I wish I could feel like I’ve truly moved forward. But for now, simply treading water has to be my victory.

Six months ago, I was sure I was going to drown in grief. And now? I’m still afloat. That in itself is a triumph. Maybe one day, I’ll finally make it to shore. Until then, I’ll keep swimming.